Daylist: 9am

BUT but but I did yoga this morning why AM I noT zEn????

And I drank lots of water and I made a schedule and I was grateful and I ate a YOGHURT nothing works

Nothing works I stepped out of my front door and it’s IMMEDIATE UNRELENTING PSYCHOLOGICAL CHAOS

Screaming tube train, near miss with a cyclist, fiver for a coffee and then I spilled it on my shirt with such poetically perfect inevitablility that’s £1 of stain right there ARRGH

I forgot to text my mum on her birthday I didn’t forget to text my boss but I was offline or something and the PDF didn’t upload properly WHY DOES NOTHING WORK it’s 2024

Calm down do some phone why why am I doing this to myself scroll trash trash mind rot it’s so obvious this is bad for me like i hate this best pizza in london horror story how to play a complicated jazz scale wait of course it needs us to feel bad because that creates action if we were satifsfied with ourselves it would mean capitalist inertia and that’s no good for shareholders fire emoji nope delete she’ll think I mean something by it close the app

company update hey everyone work family we are a family no you’re not mind tricks don’t work on me family is family but family is work except you don’t get employment rights or holiday

None of this works blurp blurp contactless didn’t work holding up the queue are you joining this meeting deep breath DOESn”T WORK OK OK advert I give in I’ll switch to your fucking bank fine

No thing works I think to my self as i arrive

at

work